hi thank u for taking the time to check out my cringy carrd...fictional characters mean so much to me and always have. i would be nothing without making them a central part of my identity (sad but true). i've done this since literally could think so i'm not stopping anytime soon. so feel free to check out everything here, it would make me very happy... ^.

kinlist
f/os
comfort ships

system info

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the overlap between fictives and fictionkin is common for me but what seperates them is that all of these fewl like "me" (the host). still very blurry but yeah. some of these i've been connected to for years which helps make that distinction. things happen though so some of these just might be their own person none of it makes sense lalala it's all in the same brain anyway~ -w-

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am probably a fictive of her lmao this is literally just me.

SELFHOODS

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SYNPATHS

OTHERKIN

BROTHERHOOD OF EVIL HEADMATES (the system name is a wip but i've decided this one is the best.)

i'm a fictive heavy system hence why i think half of my "kins" are probably just alters too. this is probably because i coped with fiction as a kid. headmate stuff is confusing and most of them don't like to talk, i don't like to make it a huge deal...we are all one and we are all different but the same and we make up a whole. thing. yeah....a lot of my comfort characters might be alters or tulpas too because they talk to me+front, but i dont know i dont know ever. everything on this carrd is a part of me take it or leave it.

headmates + fictives
obviously if u ever actually talk to us (which is rare) don't treat like the character, identity is just heavily attached/inspired by characters bc its easier to form an identity off preexisting things if that makes sense

- edward/vee, she/he (secondary host, was persecutory but now is more responsible than anyone else here tbh 😭) heavily attached to middle school age/identity of host + edward platypus from camp lazlo. 2nd most likely to be talking and is the only one with a solid seperate identity from the host entirely. pretty solitary but won't hate it if someone wants to talk......pleasetalktome IM THE COOLEST ONE

- lazlo, any prns (protector+partner+tulpa?) created a while ago to help host cope with trauma. associated with many comforting things from a time long gone. keeps the host hopeful and positive + feeling loved and cared for. acts as one half as her, or atleast what she wishes she could be. may also slightly be a factive attached to past memories, idk man...

- gretchen, she
very angry girl probably will never speak to anyone but shes chill too

other guys
- jake (fictive of jake spidermonkey, sort of persecutory idrk wtf hes doing ever), rodney, marina (source: splatoon2), stella (source: winx club), robin (source: tt/ttg), dragonfly (protector), mahiru (source: dr), tsumugi (source: dr), m (persecutory alter), harley (source: dc), ???/void, phoenix/jean, stormaoi mukou is me but also feels like someone else entirely + feels like void, so shes kinda there too. (i have been struggling with identity and host stuff recently so i feel like a blend of kuki and void)

factives
- lisa
- pharrell
- aaliyah
- redacted (embarassed because source is someone i actually knew)
- kevin
- redacted (embarassed because source is cringe)

hi u have found my page of characters i love...just love in general there is no romantic or platonic divide To Me. also some of these guys i genuinely believe are real and love me #jsyk but im chill about it i guess. i dont really "selfship" i just love love characters but i do consider myself in a relationship with them so i guess it is selfshipping xD.

♡ MY LIFE AND SOUL ♡

lovemail for lazlo and edward, my favorites ever ever ever...they mean the world to me and more ☹️🙏❤️

my wives whom i love VERY MUCH. top tier wives. not to place wives on a pedestal but these are my absolute beloveds.

♡ my comfort characters ♡

♡ LAZWARD IS MY FAVORITE PAIRING EVER!!! it goes beyond a ship to me its like my main hyperfix and part of my identity. i think of them always and i make everything about them...♡

#2nd favorite ship!!!! i love these two theyre like my main ship that im not insanely mentally ill over xd theyre fun and toxic and awful and i love them.